To Mary

 

Permit me, my friend, to ask of you

One favor more than is my due.

Wherever you or I may be

Will you, dear friend, remember me

Though oceans vast may part our lot

Through every change, forget me not.

 

In memory’s deep recess, thy name

Shall be embalmed by many a tear

And ever friendship’s sacred flame

Fed by an absent friend thus dear.

                                    Mary

 

 

Montville  Sept 5th 1832


 

 [first two lines, below, Proverbs 4:23]

 

Thoughts for an Album

 

Keep thy heart with all diligence

For out of it are the issues of life.

“Tis said that hearts have albums. On their page

Fond memory writeth with a diamond pen,

And Hope and Fancy leave their pencil tints

And love its bright creations.  It were rash

To trust such tablet to the careless house

For vanity’s inscription.  Blot or stain

Were fearful there—for pausing Penitence

Must with her bitter waters cleanse it out.

 

The deep impressions on these mystic leaves

Possess a mighty power.  Back they recall

From time’s deep sepulchre lost friendship’s smile

Bid Grief’s long slumb’ring tides, the eye suffuse

Or wake cold pulses to the thrill of joy.

 

Guard thy heart’s album, of its slightest trace

Who knoweth the full import?  It doth help

To fashion motive, and to color fate.

Nor canst thou tell how strong a thread it weaves

Into the web of deathless destiny

Till at that solemn audit thou dost stand

Where deed and thought their perfect right shall have

And just reward.

                                    M.E.L.

1848


To Mary, on her Marriage—

 

“Love’s sweet affections intermingled are

With life’s full springtide, and the flow of bliss

While the latter flow, the former float

Upon the surge of life, til all is lost

 In the vast ocean of eternity

     Affection springs not from the gross and base

Materials of humanity.  “Tis soul—

The blest ‘divinity that reigns within’—

The nobler part of nature that goes forth

To meet a kindred spirit in some form

Worthy of such a residence—and found,

Like dew drops on a single spray, unite.

Attraction forcing them to join their fates,

Their joys and woes—and share and share alike.

Existence then becomes the same.  Their weal,

Their woe is one—inseparable.

     But love, though ardent, should not hope too much;

Defects, unseen by love’s eyes, exist,

And constant observation points them out—

Affection, thus, may be exchanged and love

Drawn like the needle from its wonted pole

By real causes—wander.  But if love

Did e’er exist, pure and unmixed with base

And grov’ling passions of the earth—it will

Soon, like the needle to its natural pole,

Return when local causes cease to act:

But as the unknown power that to the north

Attracts the needle’s point may weaker grow—

By too oft counteraction—so may love!


Love when most ardent, most endangered is

For then it feels a slight most keen—and who

The pangs of unrequited love can bear?

The cold and distant look, unkind remark,

The hasty answer, or repulsive act,

Serve to estrange and cool the warmest love

That ever burned within the human heart.

Pride thus is wounded and to this succeeds

The still more dangerous foe to nuptual bliss—

Cold, base distrust—love’s dissolution follows,

Hope perishes—existence then becomes

A cheerless waste.

You who have now obeyed the dictates of the heart

And mingled cares and pleasures, hopes and fears,

Your joys and sorrows in the happy cup

Of Hymen’s blissful rites—avoid, oh shun

The approach of coldness, or neglect, distrust,

Or e’en indifference towards each other.

Connubial love is a most tender plant,

Which, once uprooted, ne’er will thrive again.

No care can e’er transplant, nor rear it up,

Nor tenderness again enliven it

When once ‘tis taken from its paternal soil,

Upon its first, its native land alone

Will it e’er thrive—upon no other soil

Will it e’er bud or blossom , but will stand,

Like the proud oak, scathed by the bolt of heaven,

An outline of its former nobleness,

An awful contrast to that happy state

Which it would still enjoy, had not a blight

Pass’d o’er its form, as ruthless, and as seer,

And fatal as the curse of God.”

 

May 4th 1833                           Elizabeth T.

 

 

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