Thou seemst

Like an ethereal night where long white clouds

Streak the deep purple and unnumber’d stars

Spangle the wonderful and mysterious vault,


With things that look as if they would be suns

So beautiful, unnumber’d, and endearing,

Not dazzling, and yet drawing us to them,

They fill my eyes with tears and so dost thou.

 

                        Transcribed for Miss Turner

                                    by her amie

                                                  E.L. Raymond

 

 

In future years, when turning to survey

The happy joys of many a well-spent day

If on this page thou chance to cast thine eye

Recalling games of pleasure long gone by

Pause e’er you turn the leaf and briefly find

A transient recollection of a friend.

    For thee may life’s rough path

     Be strewed with flowers

 

    Till life itself is over

                        R.P. Chadwick


 

 

 

 

The Lost Darling    By Mrs. Sigourney

 

She was my idol—night and day to scan

The fine expansion of her form and mark

The unfolding mind like vernal rosebud start

To sudden beauty—my chief delight

To find her fairy footsteps following me

Her hand upon my garments or her lip

Close sealed to mine and in the watch of night

The quiet breath of innocence to feel

Soft on my cheek was such a full content

Of happiness as none but mothers know.

Her voice was like some tiny harp that yields

To the slight fingered breeze; and as it held

Brief converse with her doll or kindly soothed

Her moaning kitten; or with patient care

Conn’d o’er the alphabet; but most of all

Its tender cadence in her evening prayer

Thrilled on the ear like some ethereal tone

Heard in sweet dreams.  But now alone I sit,

Musing of her and dew with mournful tears

 

The little robes that once with woman’s pride

I wrought—as if there were a need to deck

A being formed so beautiful.  I start

Half fancying from her empty crib there comes

A restless sound and breathe the accustomed words—

‘Hush,. hush, Louisa dearest’, then I weep

As though it were a sin to speak to one

Whose home is with the angels.

                                    Gone to God?

And yet I wish I had not seen the pang

That wrung her features—nor the ghostly white

Settling around her lips.  I would that Heaven

Had taken its own, like some transplanted flower

In all its bloom and freshness.

                                    Gone to God?

Be still my heart!  What could a mother’s prayer

In all its wildest ecstasy of hope

Ask for its darling, like the bliss of Heaven?  --H

 

 

There was a time when youth’s fair sun

Rising o’er childhood’s cloudless sky

Its bright career with joy began

As if its light would never die

 

Then Hope her future path descried

Gay with a thousand blooming flowers

The world before her all untried

Seem’d bright as Eden’s changeless bowers.

 

These were the visions of my youth

And like the mists of early day

They, in the sober light of Truth,

Faded and vanished all away.

 

Romantic Hope, too highly wrought,

Had sketched such scenes as cannot be

And then enthusiastic thought

Shrank from the cold reality.

 

To see my daydreams melt away

 When Truth her magic wand applied,

And all my visions, day to day,

To fainter distance gently glide.

 

This was a trial, such as then,

I had not learn’d, alas!, to bear

I sought the cherub, Hope, again,

But she had vanished into air.

 

Then other and less beauteous shades

Usurp’d their dwelling in my breast;

Romance, the genius of the glade

Became my fair, fantastic guest.


 

And then I woo’d fictitious woe,

I lov’d the solitary sigh

The luxury of the tears that flow

In silence from the faded eye.

 

That dream of folly, too, is gone,

I blush that once it was my crime

And reason, sternly looking on

Condemns that utter waste of time.

 

But shall I mourn my follies past,

If they have taught me better things?

No.  I have learned that time, at last,

Has naught so lovely as his wings.

 

They steal, ‘tis true, our gayest hours,

And bear our bloom of health away;

Not evening dews or summer showers

So noiseless, or so brief as they.

 

But then, they teach us by their flight,

To travel onwards to the skies—

To reach that perfect, pure delight,

Which crowns Religious Hope on high.

 

F.M.C.

New London, Feb 10, 1832

 

 

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